Monday, August 27, 2012
where does my future lies?
for now, everything seems to be gng quite okay, work is kinda fun, my colleagues are relatively nice people...
but wat do i foresee myself in a year's time or even 5 years from now?
have i lost all my aspirations and dreams? shld i just settle down and be contented with wat i have now?
wat do i go from here?
to be truthful, i m still lost.....
did i really benefited from the system as said? did i really learnt everything i was meant to?
my friends all seem to have some kind of goal in mind, but i still cant find mine, i cant let go ...
i hate being average, i dun want to be, it really sucks >.<
i dun want to settle being middle, looks like more work needs to be done then.....
Posted at 12:29 am by cerlin
Thursday, July 12, 2012
I FINALLY GRADUATED !!! :D
finally graduated after years of studying, its the end definitely for this life science degree pathway :)
the commencement ceremony was better than i expected, lots of photo taking sessions after tat, i m glad that my labmates are there to support us :)
i m thankful for my family and friends during the NUS years,
thankful for wonderful modules,
not so thankful for horrible core modules, and completely non-understandable lecturers
thankful for being able to go to uni and walk out proud to be graduating :D
and yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i finally did it :)
Posted at 8:41 pm by cerlin
Friday, June 29, 2012
went to collect my graduation gown today, feeling a sense of unreal for some reason, cant believe tat i really did graduate from uni, as well as the ceremony will signify the end of my university studies for now at least...
and its 6 months since i started work.... time flies and i m already feeling too old haha
gtg cya :)
Posted at 12:18 am by cerlin
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
i m so freaking tired, controlling myself so as not to fall asleep here at my comp.... tons of stuff to do recently, and sometimes its really not up to me...
its like i want to rush and be efficient to finish things up fast, but u see, not everyone tinks the same, so i guess all i can do , is to wait patiently...
patience IS a virtue, isnt it?
work has been hectic, but somehow getting more enjoyable....its funny, but i m really starting to enjoy fieldwork, enjoy learning abt plants...and i really love taking photographs of birds and other animals :)
tons of pictures to process and post, so little time, and they are definitely piling up...
and i desperately need a break, a rest, a holiday :D
commencement is coming, a little nervous about such formal ceremonies... feeling a little inferior too....
okay enuf of ramblings, gtg
Posted at 11:18 pm by cerlin
Saturday, June 09, 2012
Its been a looong time...
just came back from my frend' hse at pasir ris, super far from the west, its kinda interesting how the east seems so far away and imaginary for some reason haha..
anyway, the original plan was to visit pasir ris park and go tree-climbing at yishun, but the horrible rain ruined all plans, so we decided to do an impromptu cooking and baking session :D
it was super fun, its like secondary sch days. ahh the memories, those were the times where it was fun and without a care for the world...i actually miss sleepovers and camping haha :)
we cooked fish in a bag which is essentially baked fish, honeycomb, made choco pops, and attempted pudding but failed haha =.=
was planning to go bidadari tomorrow, but my parents objected to it for i was tired, anyway, i might be visiting chinese garden instead, kinda miss tat place, coz i can actually take pictures as well as chill at one of the little pavilions, super peaceful and quiet :)
hope i can take pictures of something rare tml :)
Posted at 10:47 pm by cerlin
Thursday, May 10, 2012
spotted this pretty butterfly at home :) the wonders of mother nature
Posted at 11:55 pm by cerlin
Sunday, May 06, 2012
attempted to walk from dairy farm to BTNR summit, my legs really became jelly-like, complete lost of strength =.=
Posted at 11:53 pm by cerlin
its now more than 5 months since i started work, m more or less adapted to such a working lifestyle, and getting used to the people too, anyway, one girl from my batch joined, so now lunchtimes have become more enjoyable :)
still learning lots everyday, about native plants, how to propagate them, its fun to a certain extent.....
need to find my spark in life, been rather lacklustre ever since i graduated and started work, need to find my goal again....
Posted at 4:32 pm by cerlin
Tuesday, May 01, 2012
trip to chinese garden :D
plain tiger butterfly, super pretty!!!!!!!!
black naped oriole
little heron - looking intensely, perhaps ambushing some insects??
mickey mouse plant
grey heron - looking so still like a stature
collared kingfisher <33
part of a sunbird
little heron again
collared kingfisher's emo moment
Posted at 11:49 pm by cerlin
Saturday, April 21, 2012
HAPPY BDAY TO MY MUM DEAREST !
TO my dearest mum,
thank you for all your care, concern and sacrifice all these years, i really appreciate everything u have done for us...
and its now that i really understand how heartwarming it is to have someone cooked a nice piping hot dinner waiting for me at home after work :)
so thank you so much and wish a happy happy birthday :D
Posted at 4:16 pm by cerlin